I'm not sure why your presence has me at odds with myself...
There should be no reason for this that I can think of - other than I'm lonely. I like having friends...and like having people I know WHERE I stand with, and with you, I have no clue. Your cordial enough, and I appreciate that, but it feels a bit forced.
I pick up on these things, I always have.
I think I got too close, and you shut the door - that's fine, but I wish you'd make it a bit more obvious instead of cracking the door open every so often to see if I'm still around.
I think I need to take some time off from that which frustrates me. I know I need some time to myself to ponder, think, reflect. How do I ask for it, take it? That is the question.
Maybe I'm doing just that right now?
Maybe I should just walk away from the door.